sejuk..mmg sejuk...betemankan bayu selepas hujan...di tepi tasik belakang blok...sunyi, damai, tenang...tp sayang, tu sume ak xde...wahhh..ayat mcm haram jadah...lepak sorg2 kt tasik belakng smpai lpas tgh malam...siyes xpnah ak buat spjg ak hidup 2thun lbeh kt sini...mencari ktenangan hati katenye...berteman bulan separa dgn bintang2 yg 2,3 butir je nk timbul...mmg la..baru lpas hujan plak tu kn...berseluar pndek, dengan sweater...giler...da tau sejuk pkai short..amek ubt...
xtahan rasenye hati nie nk smbunyikan ape2 lagi...tp hati ini juga xberdaya meluahkan semuanye...hati aku, biarlah ak sorg yg tau...even...the closed friends also dunno what that i keep...u dont trust me, how do i must trust u??berjalan kaki dri blok ke tasik tu xjauh pon..pondok2 pon sume ad..tp lampu je xde...berteman bara rokok yg xhnti2...
tnsion...nk keluar drive da lewat...kang xsmpat blek plak even ak xksh pon lau nk tido dlm kete...gpon trafik terlalu lancar ble da lewat2 mcm 2...no excitement at all katenye...selalu hati xtnteram ke, stress ke,..2 je la carenye...my cousin said that i can tell her, but, i dont think she will understand how...so, keep keeping it as nothing happen...
aku kuat...tu mgkin...xpon 2 cume luar...hati???jambu...xkering sgt..lembab2 cket...tu yg xleh hndle ble mslah dtng..nk diluah mati mak, nk dtelan mati bapak,..keluar mulut buaya masuk mulut rimau plak...teror kan dictionary peribahasa ak...ehm...blek blik dlm 1 stgh...mlas nk pk mse dpan...tido...
giler xgiler...tkot jgk kne kcaw kang xpasal2 lepak kt tasik sorg2 kn...tp xpe...yg pnting ak rilek je...hehe...tu pon lau bleh r...kt sini ckp mcm bgos je..hikhik..so,dgn harapan xde pe2 yg jadi, niat ak pon btol, xde pe nk dtkotkan...tp 2,3 kali meremang..,giler2...
cari lah cara yg bleh korg wt utk lpaskan tnsion korg...sume ad cara nk settle...tp biarlah cara korg lepaskan 2 kne dgn jiwa korg dn jgn smpai memudaratkan diri sndiri...yg pnting kita dpt lupekan sume bnde tu walaupon skejap...yg lgi better, cari lah Tuhan mu yang Maha Mendengar akan segalanya...
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