since quite a long time ak xmenaip, rindu plak pd blog nie..kondisi hati sekrg xberapa nk elok..ntah knpe..sometimes happy sometimes sad & sometimes down..see, happy sekali, sad dgn down je yg byk..kadang ble pk2 blek, sume nie bpnce diri sndri jgk, tp nk buat cne, ak bukan tuhan utk jd sempurna, tp ak makhlukNya yg cuba mencari kesempurnaan..mgkin entry kali nie agak emo2 cket..
hari-hari berlalu hingga xsedar hari nie da 160 hari aku bersamanya..ssah nk dijangka hidup..hidup bagai roda, ble ak kt atas, jgn sngka ak akn lupa yg ak pn ak turun ke bawah jgk..hari ke sehari, membuatkan ak yakin dgn apa yg ak ad skrg..it nothing to do with anyone else excpt u..
2day perbincangan di studio, ak cuba menonjolkan diri secara lebih drastik..bukan apa,cume bosan lau asyk duduk xwtpe2..pencarian vision utk review RSN Melaka cukup mengujakan..best..hampir sume terlibat..siyes sume yg terlibat npk bersungguh2..
hari nie cuaca suram je..bermula dari pagi smpai skrg nie pn hujan renyai2 melanda bumi skudai..quite similar to my heart condition for today..pagi2 buta gigi da sakit..tido pn siap bleh mimpi sal ubat gigi sensodyne rapid relief gn colgate prolief..sampai ak pn bleh ingt name ubat gigi 2 dek berulang kali disebut doktor dlm mimpi2 ak 2..skrg gigi da mula pulih..tp msih terasa kesengalan nye cket..harap2 esok hilang la ea si sakit gigi..
esok cuti..so mlm nie layan raje lawak musim 5, lagenda budak setan eps 21 & drama Hani eps 5..wah..2 sume drama yg ak xpnah miss mse cuti dulu..mmg sukar r nk membendung pengaruh tv mse kt umah..smpai terbawak2 ke campus..since the studio is not busy yet, so, i take this chance to enjoy life before the life become like hell..
nowadays, we like to speak english in our conversation..ak pn da ad kyakinan yg agak byk gak..thnx dear coz jadi teman i to speech english..there r so many times that we spent our time together..ad ak, ad dia..men layang2, cari kete scale, mcm2 lg la..sume dgn dia..bukan nk tunjuk ak ad die..tp nk buktikan die sgt pnting utk ak..if we know what will happen in the future kn best..
skrg pn ak da kurang isap rokok..due to her entry about the cervical cancer..ble xthan je la baru ak smoking dpn die..tp xla sehembus dulu..men hembus je kn..
tomorow die nk pnjam kete..nk kuar gn topek gn hanip katenye..tp ak xbg..msti korg ckp ak kdekut kn..bukan kedekut..ak pk kn kslamtan dorg..kete ak kete lame..bukan sembarangan org leh bawak kete lame..kang tibe2 brek xde??spe yg kne bertgjwb..lau die nk kate ak kdekut pn kate la..tp ak ad alasan ak utk xbg..if the car is new, then ak ok je..but..she know when suddenly when i hit the brake pedal for several times , the brake got probs..tp ak da bese, so nothing to worry..bkn nk ckp besa..tp hanya tuan kete yg pham condition kete die kn..
skrg emosi slalu naik selalu turun..rindu pd mama gn adk2 kt umah..argghhh..nie yg mlas ckp sal family..mula la bergenang mata..gn kshatan mama yg xberapa elok..dtmbh beberapa hal len..mmg ak risau..harap2 sume akn ok la..ak xmntak pe2 pn..cume mama chat je spjng ak xde kt umah..adat hidup org merantau..cmnie la kan..
what ive wrote in this blog is what inside my heart..i know im not the best story teller..that is how blog became my place utk ak cite sume pe yg ak rase..i know my dear will read this..hopefully she will understand pe yg jd dlm hidup ak lately..ilysm..
so, nothing to say anymore..pnah da menaip smbil dibuai perasaan..hati,tabah la kau..pejam celik sume akan berlalu nanti..lets the time decide..
*this entry xde picx nk upload coz mcm xde mood nk upload pic..
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